Ok, so I might be imagining things, I started thinking that maybe the nurse put the cap back on before she laid the syringe on the bed and then took it back off before putting it in the hub of the IV, I am not sure. I will watch closely next time and say something to her if she does not do it as she is suppose to. I feel awful about my earlier post. I don't want to come off as a rude person, I just want Ava to be as healthy as possible and to stay clear from infections, especially if they can be prevented.
I am really frustrated, not at anyone, just the whole situation. I just want it to be easy. I hate crying in front of people, but today I can not hold back the tears. Just sitting in her room, by myself, the tears turn on. I just pray that the day comes soon for all FOUR of us to be home together.
Do Not Worry
9 years ago